This is no secret, but in case you didn't know, I hate DST. I also detest when it ends. I find it an unnecessary interruption to life as usual, and I'm not a fan of unnecessary interruptions.
So now you know.
I've never been through this side of it as a mother. At least, not as a mother who knew/cared about what day it was, or what time it was other than "feeding time". RG was itty bitty last time we dealt with this, and I forgot to pay attention to it.
When DST ended last fall, I was scared, because I couldn't stomach the thought of RG waking up any earlier than she already was. This time around, I was hopeful. See, I thought, for the first time in my daughter's lifetime, I was going to sleep past 8. It was going to be glorious. And we came pretty close this morning, so that was cool. Except I forgot about the effect it has on bedtime.
My girl, well, she likes her bedtime right about 5 PM. Which 92% of the time is absolute bliss. I'm able to get things done in the evenings, and not stress so much about getting stuff done during the day. I like that. I'm used to that. It works for us. And then good 'ole DST pops up and screws everything up. We shot for about 5:30 the new time, which was 4:30 yesterday. I thought it was going to work, but turns out RG thought she was just supposed to be chilling by herself for a little bit (because we've been doing #3, from this beautiful post, in the afternoon) and was soon after yelling and carrying on.
So we went for a walk.
Even though I wanted to stew, and I sat in the next room with my insides all clenched up for a moment, worried that my evenings might never be the same, I fought it off. Before I grabbed RG from her bounce house bed, I made a quick list of a few things that I felt I would need to accomplish in order to count tonight as "Not a Waste" and we headed out to pound some pavement. We'd been gifted with glorious light and a beautiful evening. The 8% I mentioned above, the times when a 5PM bedtime is not ideal, is usually on nights like these, when I'd love to be outside and taking in the sunset.
So although tonight wasn't business as usual, we did get some extra sun, some extra smiles, and eventually (please please please AMEN) we'll be back to regular bedtimes. Now I'm off to get the remaining two things crossed off my list and go to bed, because somehow my internal clock sprang the wrong way, and I ate dinner at the new 4:30 (3:30 yesterday) and now, at the new 8:22 (7:22 yesterday) I'm completely beat, dreaming of sleep.
Make sure you save some daylight!
<3 M.